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and my sense of urgency battles my love for procrastination.
The diet started every "tomorrow" the last 5 months.. where did Tomorrow go?
Perhaps I will drink shakes for the next 30 days.. Does anyone have the flu?.. I would love to meet you.
I had a horrible dream about my wedding falling apart. The photographer not showing up, my dad wearing a tommy bahama hawaiian shirt.. etc.. etc.. The only thing that was right.. was my the calm man I was marrying. Kurt was right there saying "it doesn't matter" we can do it all over again. He was so calming and wonderful. It was a good sign Im marrying the right man, no matter what happens, he is there.
Today I will try on my hold my breath and try on my dress.. fingers crossed.
xo
Lauren